and I'm just about done with this "my kids are dead" bullshit. I'd like them back now, please. Thank you.
I understand there's absolutely no purpose in making such a request, but that's how I feel today. I wish I could talk to whomever is in charge and say, "There's been a mistake. I realize this is what happened, but it wasn't such a good idea. Let's fix it."
Of course I can't do that. So I will just be sad and ponder the purpose of my life and of Kate and Peter's. I don't mean to sound so negative, I've actually had a lot of experiences lately that were clearly interactions with both of them (I'm working on a post about that). But today I'd like to hang out with them, maybe go to the park then take them out for dinner and a movie. I just want a regular Saturday with my kids. Something I completely took for granted.